lost n found=)
April 9, 2009its really heartwarming n comforting when i switch on the comp, come to my website and first thing i read are all yr encouraging comments=) thank u v much.u may nt know but every little word of encouragement means a lot to me..fuels me to dare to just be myself, that there r ppl out there who truly supports the work tt i do whether it may be up to expectations or not, gears me up to do better,cheers me up when im a little lost or down.
yes; today i feel a little lost. mayb its bcos of unexpected things i have done n seen today.
n mayb its bcos of the things i need to do tmr n next week n months ahead.( im terrible with time management)
i had a meeting for celebritea talk2 this afternoon. a show tt my closest frens had doubts abt me doing at first cos im not one who is particularly comfortable sharing my inner feelings nt even with close frens or family..something i have always been like since young.
but i thought, i shdnt distance myself fr something outside my comfortzone w/o hearing them out first and i did go in with an open mind.
it may be something that ill never do again, i dont know but i think im in understanding hands, and maybe, its time i stepped out of my comfort zone and try something diff; i shared some of my stories, many of which ive never shared in interviews( or there r never printed) hope it goes well cos im not good at expressing myself; its takes a little courage but i thought mayb i can even learn something about myself out of this programme and feed more memories into my goldfish memory of my past.
只要是真心分享，就不会闷。。the producer told me when i asked if what i shared was boring..makes alot of sense to me.
its a sharing experience of diff ppls lives and i happen to be one of them; i believe it will be an interesting experience for me and i hope when u watch it then, realise that really, noone is perfect and im only human; i make mistakes, im not perfect and it may not be the felicia chin that u expect to see or hear. but at least i assure u, thats the real me trying to express myself ( do pardon me if i dun express myself well enuf, thats something im still brushing up on till now).
after sharing n opening up for a full two hours odd or so, i had to rush down for my piano lesson.
yes im taking my second piano lesson; ive always wanted to learn it when i was a child but never got the chance to( we cant really afford it then)
i wanted to do something for myself cos i realised that ive been neglecting my life recently; everyday is acting( which i really enjoy ,dun misunderstand), eat, sleep sometimes read a little….
just that it gets a little mundane
i thought its time i pursue some things ive always wanted to do; dun we always turn a blind eye to things we shd actually be doing for ourselves sometimes? i dun aim to be like the world class pianist but at least if im able to play a song ill be very happy already haha..at least its like a childhood dream come true..
and i realised, its not really easy!…mygod…i feel abit retarded staring at the keys, whilst mouthing ” g, d, e”..”together ah!?!? wah…okie…g is here…then d…” i think im a sight to ” behold” there n then man…but! ill persevere! at least i feel my left n right brain working whilst i figure out the notes etc…good workout for my brain! any progress in my lessons, ill update u guys muahaha…
passed some stuff to my fren and came home to prepare for tmr! campus superstar rehearsals lots to prepare and interviews too. but ive a naggin feeling that my ‘lost’ feeling i said earlier on is not mainly due to work..
in life, u meet all sorts of pple…n some words u do need to take them with a large pinch of salt.
all i can say is tt, 人可以很复杂，只要你不复杂自己。。。那就足够了。
share something with u..
was up one morning at 4plus..went for an early walk at 5plus…
i breathed in the sweet fresh air, saw the glistening pure morning dew and i was truly happy.
thats the simple joys in life and i got inspired to be just like tt. be happy, simple and pure(heart).
-the air in the morning is so sweet..it is delightful-
some of u are asking me what im busy with now; well im filming the ultimatum(双子星） and hosting campus superstar( grand finals this sun!! 830pm channel U）. cant really share some fotos with u fr my drama due to some constraints regarding my image in the show but i can share a little of how i look like at the secondhalf of the show-expect much injuries( external n mental ones),anger, tears, a little madness and much remorse fr sunmin( my character) at the second part of the show; eye opening experience for me will share more next time but do watch out for it this may!
campus superstar will be ending this sunday too..time really flies, it was a journey from the start till the coming end but thanks for being with me all this while. i dont know how i fare in this report book for this show but im glad i took up this challenge.be my teacher this sunday, catch it on channel U do leave comments for me when u r done sir/ madam=)
here r some pix to share=) its late gotta sleep early! will try n update soon=) goodnite dearies! love, felicia
ps: for all who subscribed to mblog services, thank u for yr msgs and showing yr support for me in diff ways. have been real busy recently haven been sending out msgs, will do so v soon; n yes, those msgs r typed by me personally( cos some one msged to ask if the msgs sent were really fr me)
if u r wondering what im talking abt, u can check out this website http://mymobile.mediacorptv.sg/en/tvpacks/MPK090306-0000001
but do take note of the charges applicable!
this is another way where u can get to know what im busy with, or sometimes ill msg my thots of the day etc…well, another way is that, u can visit my blog too!
in any ways, no obligations; im just happy to share whatever i can in whatever ways given to me=)
thats all for tonite! good nite sweet dream(s) and have a meaningful Good Friday=)
heyhey! its been quite some time since i last left a comment here.. hahas =) anw, all the best for the hosting of css3 finals this sunday =)) hope all goes well.. ((: oh and heard u got a role in “Baby Bonus” where u’ll be playing a young mother =pp kinda lookin forward to that =D haha.. realli cnt wait for “The Ultimatum” =)) another 48 days to go.. i tink =p yes, i do countdown to it =pp ganbatte hope to cya agn soon ((:
i am juz like u,dun noe how to express my self to plp..sometime jux make plp feel hard to understand me if i talk more..so it make me rather keep my feeling in my heart than telling friends and family..
i like you, like to act, but too bad i do not have the chance and 勇气to archieve it..
今日的疲惫是因为之前的努力；
你的努力是我们粉丝的原动力；
但粉丝的支持是你疲惫的解药；
希望粉丝的解药能让你从疲惫中再生。
Oh Felicia,Stay Pretty 4ever Ar…*Muaks*
Finally you’ve updated. ((: It’s really very happy to read your blog occasionally… (: Thanks for making an effort to post yeah, Felicia chin. you really rocks and i’ll support you to the end.. I’m your fans! hah. And, just for your info, i have called to vote you for the star award already. wooOoo.. I’ll call more. ((: Take care always. love you always. Night.
jia you..
always support u!
hey feli, heard that till now u are still sick leh? 3 weeks le seh…still haven recover…sad leh..take care k!i dun want my princess to be sick for so long!hahahah..drink lots of water.
miss u alot alot alot!but then recently no chance to see you in person…lol..waiting for your next event. think u dun rmb me already..i am the guy who always dun talk. lol. maybe next time u see me you will say i grow taller again ahaha..u nvr fail to say that whenever we meet lol.
will continue rooting for you..and all the best for star awards too.cant wait to see u in the ultimatum..hope ur role is not too small..i like seeing u onscreen most lol.
also cant wait for ur another show baby bonus.read from paul chan blog that u are in the show and u will become a young mother..omg la..our feli going to become a young mother and take care of baby leh…i bet it will be nice…jiayou for that role! first lead finally..pairing tph! lol again..u know how to take care of baby? hahahah
wah today written so long again…hope u dun mind and dun grumble that i written so much “crap”
take care! stay happy!
jia you jia you i have already call 7 calls to support u in the star awards
ur photo all look very nice!!
AR!! I got an exam model piano to let go to good hands.. =)
Let me know if you need one!
JIa you for everything! =D
hies felicia!!!
jyjy! i really look forward 2 watch 双子星!
dun be dishearted abt things that happen around you.. i guess everyone had different experiences.. as long as you know you did your best.. everything will be ok.. i wish that you will get what you really want in your live.. and coming star awards.. jiayou.. will vote for you.. take care..
hello hello.
dont be so stress up.
take loads of care
smile ~
a smile a day, keeps troubles away
gd luck in coming Star Awards… u rocks!
hello felicia chin, you completely rocks !
Haha !
Especially i like to watch the show that you acted (:
But then do you normally go to Bugis ? or lot 1? or where ? west mall? Hmm.. give me a reply thanks!
FELI !!!
I’ve missed you a lot!!! I’m back liao!! Will defintely support u and always be behind you…i may be far away but i will NEVER stop supporting you de! heeee..jiayouuuuu for star awards!!
i will be going back on the 18th April…hmmm will defintely watch 双子星…hmmmm till then hope to see u on sunday!!!!
many many things to tell you!!!
LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!
Love,
Melissa
it is such a long post but quite meaningful…
oh.. celebritea talk2 is interesting BUT no audience allowed.. haiz..
since now is holidays, i sometimes also go to east coast park to jog. Just a 10 min walk from my house…
Also great that you have a new drama.. becoming a Mum..
anyway, jia you for filming and star awards..
Hi…felica…I am one of your fans. Recently,,happen to know your blog. And had visit your blog often, i had watch the hosting of campus superstar. You are great.Also love your acting too. i will watch the drama. I will support you always. JIA YOU,Take care of yourself.
hellohello :} jiayou okeh ? forever supporting you =)
must take lots care too , byebye !
Hello Felicia Jie Jie~~.I’m your forever number one fan :)Haha…I love all theshows you acted and host…Come to my blog ang tag me back okay? Heres a tag for you;~~Taggies~~
Hi ^^ Jing Xuan, u look gorgeous. i m ur SuperFan, from malaysia.
U r very pretty and sweet ^^
As a celebrity, it’s not that easy as others can imagine. I really pity every artists b’coz life is not about themselves but all around them.
Life is short, hence we hv to make every single day of our meaningful. i feel it’s really very true.
Jing Xuan, Gambateh ^^
Wish u all the best in the coming STAR AWARD 2009 n_n
That’s a great update on you
Thank god you attend that celebrity talk show, because you never know that your life experience might just inspire another person.
Yes, I am one of them
Hi , wat shows have u inside?
pls reply thks
Hi what shows have you in it?
hi felicia,
think u should be updating soon the blog after css…
see you in star awards..
the M blog thing i nv subscribe coz need $$… if no need $$ (which wun happen) will subscribe…
cy
lolx..those pics..u’re undeniably cute!! way to go..
ps: heehee…just to clarify, i said “sorry” to Lee Teng and your friends cos we fans made you wait for us, and they had to wait for you..so, sorry!
oh, and i didn’t know you had a hamster before tonight…(this is one of the good things about meeting you in person…learning more about you)…life can be like that…looks like you’ve been through alot more than you show…you are strong…
hi feli, back to write a msg for you. hahaha. watched css3 finals yesterday alraedy…it was considerably not bad,qutie a good final.the contestants did pretty well i have to say.the hosts did well too.leeteng and pornsak. hahaha. for you,i guess u are still abit raw?u cant seem to “dai dong qi fen” well.and when on the same stage as pornsak and leeteng,it showed quite obviously that u are lacking something a host should have.i also dono wad though=.=. i be frank k,so don’t be dishearten over my comments.
even though ur performance throughout the css3 not very good,but at least i can see ur improvements consistently.it’s ur first live hosting experience,i believe practice makes perfect,so next time if got chance u srue will get better and bbetter! ytd starting i think u quite raw,but nearing the ending u did pretty well!esp the part where u interview the parent and principal of the 2 finalists.
it has been 3 mths,watched 3 mths of campus.nwo will feel abit unusual on mondays,too used to seeing ur angel-like face every monday at 8pm alraedy..will miss you alot one!now haveto wait till 27 may then got the new drama..
i also like to tell u abt ur acting skills..so far i think u did really well in the golden path,ur best show so far i can say.in xhddk2 certain scenes u did not do very well.i personally feel that u can improve on ur crying scenes,drop more tears and it will be better.jiayou!
good luck for ur filming for new drama now!cant wait for that show!
take care of urself! stay happy everyday!
Aloha! It had been a long time since I last come here. Was busying with study. How are you? It is great to hear from you that you are doing well. =) Keep it up dear!
Campus super star ends. What is your next coming activity? Do remember to take a rest! Drink lots of water. Healthy is wealthy. =)
Syrus- If you wish to reach the highest, begin at the lowest.
Big thumb up for you! =) Support and love you always~
You’re a very good actress.On top of that,you have a stunning figure!
haha..so funny!can v be a friend?
Hi felicia!!u look so cute at the first pic!btw…whats the drink inside the Ice Mountain Bottle???lols…dont tell is THAT ONE!O-M-G
hello =)
Its always a great pleasure reading your blog. Its so meaningful and inspiring
Anyway, you really did an awesome job hosting campus =) i really admire you a lot a lot and will continue to support you !! do keep up the great work =D take care and rest well =)
lots of love, ranie :o)
Dear Felicia, read some other blogs about you again, and this time, saw a picture of you with another lady you met while you were doing your pedicure…and i commented earlier that there were 2 other guys who came to watch CSS3 final but left right after the show, well he’s one of them…and actually there was a 3rd guy…(i forgot about him cos he was sitting away from me…guess you’re not the only one with a goldfish memory!)…anyway, that 3rd guy is Vincent…i guess you know who…after all, he did ‘propose’ to you at Settlers Cafe last year at your birthday…haha…hmm, maybe i should do that this year…=P
only joking, not just cos i know my limits, but also cos i am very clear about my reason for supporting you and it is not that kind of love…
i support you because i think you are honest, humble, friendly and approachable in a way and you have certain values that i like to see in a person…like the one i read in Her World a few months back, about you and a taxi driver…i like the way you look at life…something worth believing is something worth supporting…
so i hope you don’t mind if i just turn up to a few of your events a year or write some comments here and there…because i’m not sure how else to show my support for you, to show i believe in you…
hiie felicia
could you give me ur msn ???
ur my idol n u are preety n cute n alot mor.
wish i csn be lyk you…. lols
BBYE
wish tat u will reply to the comment n plz give me ur MSN I WANA ADD YOU !
last of all i will sureli VOTE 4 you wan. good luck ! =D
Gratz on completing campus superstar!
加油FELICIA!
the best thing in life is to be still able to wake up the nxt morning breathing
What happen to your Forehead ??
Good luck and keep it up..
Good job…Felicia…
Felicia..u r so gorgeous..jz wonder how come all your photos are nicely taken?which camera you used?
Hi Felicia
Just wanted 2let you know that you’ve always been an inspiration to me. Really hoped that I would be as great and successful as you one day. You’re my aspiration AND my inspiration
Wonder when your TV series would be shown at Malaysia….Can’t wait to watch it though.
Keep up the good work and the good spirits…!
Love ya,
Justina
i really admire you…felicia
i am from indonesian have wrote to you alot of letter
wonder u got it or not? i am so sad didnt get your reply….jiayou jiayou
姐姐,我是你的终实 fans !请问你可以寄你的海报和签名给我吗?